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i visited my parents a few days ago and what i have found there in my childish room!  while i was examinating the box with old photos and postcards during the sleepless night i noticed a small piece of paper with my logins and passwords i used 10 years ago or bout it. LOL so i came here one more time, but i have no idea for what, but i can say, that every deep and dark period of my life, when i was turned out totally alone i start to paint again and again. lets see, what will happen tomorrow

one dark long winter sleepless night three years later after leaving DA i decided to come back. why? i have several reasons to do it. first of all, here i can remember and practise my forgotten english. now it is important to me, because this summer i will pass english exam to enter our state univercity (while my knowlage of the subject really sucks). the second reason is that i hope to find inspiration here. i stopped drawing, stopped making photos and i can't say that i'm happy because of it. lastly i decided that it would be better to me, to spend free time watching pictures etc instead of beeing addicted to livejournal.